Because Twitter REFUSES to update the handle on twitter to the handle on #Periscope, I am @Janine_BlueSage on Twitter and @BlueSageNatrls on Periscope.
Ok, if you don’t know what that hash tagged word means, that means you are not on #periscope, the live streaming app you can download for any smartphone.
So, most of you know I’m a born again Christian. For DECADES I’ve been trying to break through the feelings and condemnation I’ve felt from family, potential boyfriends and just general judgements about my weight. I have gone thru inner healing and deliverance where Holy Spirit healed me SO MUCH from my past, both in emotional issues and spiritual issues.
So, God has been trying to get through to me, as much as I’ve been trying to break free of the mindset I had, of being fat. Stephanie Carter aka @ChasingStephanie on Periscope, told me it’s ok to wear sleeveless clothes. Really? With that fat ole arm? YES she says. Well, I don’t think so, said I. She says she hopes I will come to that realization one day. hmmm ok.
So on 10/7/15 I was listening to Chalene Johnson’s pitch to join her Smart Success academy. As far as I know, she doesn’t have an active tribe name on periscope.
She had a 2 hour vid. She’s right, her gift IS breaking ‘it’ down so we all understand ‘it’. I got to the 38 min mark and backed it up and watched again. I did that twice, so watched that part a total of twice. I took copious notes. I stopped and started the vid. Prayed about it, asked God what was my purpose. Which is something I’ve been praying about for the last 2 weeks.
Am I doing my purpose or was it something I am doing because I like it? Chalene said what do people thank you for? Why do they come to you? Call and ask someone if you can’t figure it out.
The answer? People thank me for my products helping them, their babies, their friends. People thank me for praying for them. People thank me for my transparency. People thank me for writing xyz. People thank me for being honest.
I already know I am a healer. God called me to be a healer. Four days ago, He said He wants me to use various modalities. I’d only heard that word used with chiropractic, so I had to look it up. It means thru various methods.
LIGHT BULB!!!! I ALWAYS thought to heal through God meant to do something DIFFERENT than I was doing. God just told me it’s NOT, it’s incorporated with what I am already doing!
So, the bottom line? My purpose is to gain entrance into people’s lives to pray for them and usher in healing for them through various methods. Products, prayer, spoken or written word; It’s GOD that does the healing. Sometimes it’s through laying on of hands, but sometimes it’s not appropriate to do that, or it’s impossible because of distance.
Why have I not moved it in fully until now? Because Satan had me SO focussed on my weight, that I didn’t do things because I felt everyone was judging me because of it and no one would listen. My gifts have NOTHING to do with my weight, but it was what was stopping me from stepping out and doing them. How serious was this stumbling block? Don’t go to exercise classes because everyone is judging me. This mindset kept me DOWN for decades. DECADES
GOD set me FREE from that mindset 2 nites ago. He gave me the understanding that NO ONE focussed on my weight. NO ONE. Only I do and because I did, they did. Someone gave me a prophetic word years ago that said, ‘people aren’t rejecting you, they are rejecting the rejection you project’. Took me years to figure that out. But I still didn’t know how to get a mindset change.
God did and He used all these different LOL ohmygosh…I just got THAT light bulb too…He used all these different modalities, ie., methods to free me from the mindset of present situation. This will make more sense to you in the next post I write.
So Stephanie, watch for it. I am going to wear SLEEVELESS!
FYI, God and I are buds. I have a very close relationship with the God of this universe. He sent His son to die for me, to take away ALL my sins and sicknesses and diseases. All I have to do is believe in Jesus/Yeshua and what He did on the cross. I do. That’s all YOU have to do as well.
So He has told me to write about everything He and I are dealing with currently, on here. Eh, I’m not so thrilled about that. Even for this transparent person, it’s scary. This is my business blog. It’s not the blog url I don’t give out. However, it’s about my obedience. As you will see if you keep reading the posts, It’s about frequencies and vibrations and micro current and that sort of thing.
Yep, He and I are having DISCUSSIONS.
p.s. I know I’m supposed to have photos in here, but sometimes I can’t find something that fits. I also know I’m supposed to keep a word count to x or xyz. I never have been one to conform.